uhhhhhhh,

I was laughing at some stupid joke and my friend looked at me and said

"eh you got wrinkles"

(paused for a second) "i know.................."

wah omg what am i supposed to do!!!! I am helpless. 

greeting you with a picture of me wearing a reindeer antler headband. Ah hah ;p

Right off the bat I never thought I'd have close friends to spend my days with in degree as everyone in my sight has their own group of friends. Wah seeing them being happily together and having fun and all makes me feel so bad. As usual, I followed my usual modus operandi and made myself look fine on the outside. Believe it or not, it was not as easy as it sounds wtf but time did do the trick. I was lonely. I was paranoid. I know lonely is a strong word and I am definitely meaning to say that. That makes me think of the happy and sad times i've had with my used-to-be close ones before. Wow beef had to get in the way huh... I don't know I feel like it was my fault. But at one point i am glad we are still talking.

Ahwell, i met many amazing people throughout my first semester in degree and i am constantly inspired every time i hang with them. 

I am mushy now. Ah these three! I would always giggle helplessly at the thought of us becoming close because uhh it was a rare occurrence.  

Essentially, i think i am lucky and i hope i never lose sight of that again.

Happily spent a few days in Penang with wolvesku. Thinking back it was quite a spontan[eous] plan. I remember on a particular day, we were just casually chatting and having our lunch together during break, out of nowhere, Chian Chyi suggested "eh you guys come to Penang la" which resulted in us responding "eh jom!" "omg yes!" and ever since then i was already thinking aka planning in my head on how to talk to my parents about this.
We booked the flight a month plus earlier and then all ready and then set forth! It was my virgin experience going on a trip with friends la that's why that planning was needed. (Don't judge )
Flew to Penang with Michelle and Felicia and met up with Chian Chyi and as we reached the airport Chian Chyi was using her digital camera taking pictures of us as though we are some hot stuff. Hahah. You funny thang!

Ohlala I nearly went ape as soon as I landed in Penang but i was thinking for the sake of my sanity i need to be calm. Uhh no it didn't really succeed.

Fluffy waffle at Brown Pocket.

Churros at Chocolate Passion Chocolate Cafe.

desserts with a view!

Banana leaf at Sri Ananda Bahwan.

took a short leisurely walk around gurney drive.

what do ya see?

Luk Luk in Penang is different! Ah strings of bacons were added later.

big teethy smiles. Hee hee hee hee.

 the remaining evil beans. So disgustingly fun!

We got her a puzzled & framed picture of four of us as her belated birthday present.  oh boy look at that face. And that's me photobombing.

 Dim Sum at De Tai Tong Cafe.

Kopi and roti at Toh Soon Cafe.

 Up up to Penang Hill.

Omg! Wonderfully drawn henna on my hand :))

Loh Bak

 Ahhh!!!!! This was good good good.

hawker food at New Lane.

#selfie coffee. Boo for the coffee though.

us posing for picture with booze in our hands. Spent the rest of the night pillow talking till we fell asleep.

 Straits quay.

 steamboat on a cold night.

Dropped by ChinaHouse. I was too mesmerized by the cakes and i am pree' sure i got the waiter who was standing behind me thinking this lady is nuts.
We had tiramisu and walnut expresso and they were soooo good.

Hehe our headbands!

 Our second hotel was by the sea.

Chian Chyi got us these for Christmas. Hahahaha!

We drove past a horse farm in Balik Pulau and decided to pay a visit and it turned out to be memorable. :))

this picture does not do this roti bakar justice.

(ps: pictures are in Chian Chyi's camera so!)

one last post up on eve!