My life is constantly changing and I have to learn to adapt and accept the present realities. That's what I am trying to understand. Basically I am NO LONGER a kid. I've become way more mature in mind, music, style, attitude as time goes by hmm. Not sure If I have. Have I? Huh..
I have quite literally been struggling with my life. Struggling with my ugly past-memories. I so fucking hate the past me oh I mean the ugly-unprepossessing-past-memories that had been bothering me. I am staying strong by telling myself to get rid of the past, old failures, sins, wrongdoings etc. I've just begun to understand no matter how bad the memories were, I should never let it control my destiny. This just means so much to me. Also, I am inspired by the decent, beautiful young lady. She is so wonderful so amazing. -I know you know who I am talking about haaa- :)
My life is constantly changing and I HAVE TO learn to adapt and to accept its present realities.
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I am typing this while listening to a quite-emo-lonely song hmmm. Don't know if this song interrupts my feeling :o
