I am very hesitant to trust anyone now, this fucking decision is hinged upon so many experiences. All of them were so hurtful that I just can't take it... but in the end duh I got over it. It took so long to get over. And now here comes a new one. Nice.
Never trust anyone, especially people who you think you know, 'cause in reality you are totally unaware of what they actually are. FUG. I AM SO STUPID. I fall for people too freaking easily.
And AHHH I need to be mean for those who ~offend~ (in a bad way; NOT TO THE GOOD ONES, example: my certain rawrsome friends) me. Seriously I have noticed that I have been behaving like this not long ago. Ha. It is bad but whatsoever. I don't care. Reality it is.
I am very very very very very very, very vulnerable.
I have come to a point where I need to treat people EXACTLY how they treat me. It has become a necessity in my life now, and maybe for ever.
I'm the cause of my own downfall.
Always wondering.
