On a particularly fine day, I gushed about my experience with some people and they oohed & aahed as they have had a corresponding experience. 
thinking back, I gasped in pain at the staggering feels every damned night. 
Went to bed unhappy. 
Rough rough weeks.
I have come to a point where I love surrounding myself with people I care for and who returns my love. (who doesn't love, right?)
