these thoughts are engulfing me. I am getting them to turn into words. Excuse me.
remember when you were feeling down? and I was there for you the whole night to make you feel better anytime. And when your best friends broke your heart I was there to make you strong and for you to see what you are worth it. Remember when you have no one to talk to?
you always relate to me.
remember when everyone's so mean to you? I was there to make you feel that you weren't alone.
and when we grew, you forgot about me. You broke your promise. I made efforts. Nothing.
and there, your lovely best friends blame me for everything that's happened between us.
somewhere between the little fights earlier, I knew I was the one at fault, I apologized.
I was such a self-centered person. They reminded me of this(thanks though!). Thar was so horrible.
did you know that? I was not invited to your mini birthday party this year. I was so surprised and all. We just met and had fun being on duty just the minute before the celebration started. I didn't know about this until I happened to hand something to someone at the same place where the celebration was held.
the feeling of sheer horror literally swept through me.
...fragile existence.
I came to the realization that you will probably forget half of the things I will always remember.
I don't hate you, I am just disappointed that you turned into everything you said you'd never be.
Don't get me wrong, you still mean so much to me. At some point I am just beginning to realize that you aren't worth the tears anymore.
as of now, knowing I can't do anything just cracks me up. :(((
if you were in my shoes, you'd know how I felt.
