basking in the nostalgia

finished my last paper of the biggest exam a few weeks ago and i am officially done with high school! For all i know was to heave a sigh of relief.
the last three months were an absolute struggle for me to go through at this point. Fucked up sleeping schedule. Dangerous amount of caffeine. Stress level went through the roof.

the last day of exam was awkward and weird and lonely and dull. When i got home, all i thought was "i am so exhausted i need to catch up on my sleep." I barely felt a thing.

this was taken on the 27th of November.   
some of my classmates.  

I did some fun batty thing with my close mates before we headed home. Recalling. :')

spot that munchkin on my right hand? It's me it's me. it's drawn by Revathi the awesome girl heh heh. ;)

It was fun in spite of the little time we had. I remember how i was in much of a hurry as i need to head home on time... I ran so fast i swear i looked funny.

oh aaaaaand the next day i had a typical hangout with the friends! It's pretty much like a tradition ha ha ha!

bowling and karaoke with the bunch.

 

Fang and I went for tea at Delicious. Um it was actually our brunch. And had a very much needed girls talk! Ahhhhhh. I feel like i have a boatload of things to talk. 

light grey.

I have lost count of how many days I have spent with them.

high school life can sometimes be tedious and boring, however, I kind of sort of think that this year, I am lucky to be in a class where I have many good friends, some of whom have been with me since form 1/2. It is their company that spices up the bland schooldays :') 
the fact that this year I have been crying laughing a lot than usual, especially when I am with 3 of them :) they are the ones that first come to mind when i think of jokes/ahem nasty jokes ahem in class, or anywhere whomp whomp. There were times when we talked about waggish nasty jokes and it resulted in us finding ourselves in a heap on the floor. Hahahahahahahaha. ;>


so... 19th of October was the day.
just some of us of 5 Cerdas attended the graduation event.    
and well... a few of them were not in this picture :(

we mingled around eating, chatting and taking pictures as many as we could... OH AND KHAI SING THAT little beyotch wore dress and high heels. SO proud of her heh. :)  
with the most cheeky, awkward, hilarious guy :')

one of those whom just likes to bully me. Hahahahahaha :')


:))


the priceless moment was when we performed a drama on stage. It was a VERY last minute call for me(gasp!) I only had a few minutes' time for preparation LOL but thank god I managed to nail it huh. ;) It was indeed a fun experience for me. My friend Alya played the role of our class teacher madam Vasandi who is a genuinely annoying yet lovely person and the rest of us as naughty naughty students.  
ummm I think I talked a lot which was very much aggravating (I had to. :p) After that some of us gave hugs to the real madam Vasandi hahahaha. WE GOT THIRD PLACE. WEEE. Bees knees! 
  
and I got compliments on my outfit... thought I'd wear something that is suitable for the occasion itself. Thanks Justin for the coat. :))  

:)) 

three of us. 

the fact that we went from being enemies to absolute good friends, how awesome is this?  

Daniel, Mahdi, Imran, Izzat, Khairol aka gemuk, Safiy. 

with our BM teacher. 

Kitty, Tiffany, Khai Sing. 

with Add Maths teacher :')
  
lol I can't actually believe I started missing them. I feel quite sentimental at the idea of leaving them. 

I do recall.

 

school today was so much fun. It's a happy happy thing when you and your classmates can get along very well... even if it's just for a day. All of them can be very silly with :> certainly loving them more by the day.  

it was indeed a day worth remembering, a day worth cherishing.   

since the theme of the school'event today was about Raya celebration and so baju kurung was my first thought :D Khai Sing wore "salwar kameez" (I think so) :D   

her so called husband. *roll eyes 
he bought a ring for her as a surprise today ;) 
  
today was my very first time wearing a fancy baju kurung in a modern cut type. It comes in body cut and is very tight. Oh and I love the beads at around the neck and bottom edge of sleeves. My mom chose it for me at the very last minute yesterday and I was soooo worried that I don't look good in it... I even had a sudden urge to skip school when I got up this morning lol.   

my second brother and dad were very surprised seeing me like this this morning... Well... my dad was smiling at me. Hahaha.    
  
I got loads of compliments from friends and teachers on my look today omg I was and still so happy hehehe :D  
curled my hair and wore a pair of floral earrings. My hair usually doesn't hold curls very well so it easily falls out and I don't like it ugh :((( I have natural straight hair and I don't like it :((( 

  
 
little braid and it didn't really go well.  
  
some sang songs and some played guitar. 

three of my friends and I were on behalf for our class for table decoration competition for this event and we won second place if I am not wrong yay :D :D  

silly silly people. 

all of us were so excited about food food and food. 
also went to a few classes with Tiffany, Kitty, Khai Sing and a few others to hunt for food :D   

 hahaha my good classmates :'>  

today I was very flabbergasted by the fact that when I was in Bestari class with my Indian friends, a Malay guy asked me for a picture together and I was like "O_O? me...?" I blurred and I said "I am sweating... tak nak lah" it was a bit awkward but he kept on asking me then... I said "errr nantilah. Haha." :s  
we took a picture and I certainly I looked.. weird. Okay lah whatever lah. 

I must say that I look real ew when I sweat and all. Zzz... I find myself look better in person(um, a bit :p) than in pictures so. I literally look 100 times different okay just saying. That's basically how I feel so. 
no one would want to feel/be told ugly... right?

everyfuckingtime without fail, I look at myself in mirror and I'm like aw I look nice and I hate pictures of me. This is an incredibly sad fact for girls... like me. Hahaha. Zzz

I have choice when I take loads of pictures of myself until I get the right one. Lol life is a bit sad. And so this is why most of the time I refuse when I am asked to take pictures T_T okay sorry.
learning to embrace my flaws...

some crazy schoolmates danced to the song "Oppa Gangnam Style" in class and literally everyone was very into it and I jerked out shouting like a dork at the SICK DANCE MOVES LOL. I recorded and will post it on my youtube :D :D
 
XO. 

BM paper tomorrow and I have no idea how okay bye good luck :(  

I CAN'T SEEM TO HELP IT

I was known as a "sleepyhead" in my class this year as I always sleep in the class lol but now not any more. Hah. My friends just can't help it but to ask me(every time) why are you always sleeping in the class ever since you are form 5?{???} I have no idea either. Maybe because sleepiness overloaded? One thing I know for sure was letting myself to sleep to get rid of the cruel reality... Serious.

I have two favorite Indian friends :) They are Dalini and Penedik. They are humorous beyond words! There is not a day I don't laugh when they are by my side ok I ain't exaggerating.
We always talk about disgusting/dirty (in an interesting way) stuffs or happenings (HAHAHAAAAA; I am laughing!!) no matter wheresoever we are. We just can't help it. Not to mention about Khai Sing.. She's been influenced by us lol. --- We laugh everyday which I think it is a good thing, no? :)  


Been struggling over a variety of bitter truths.. I was totally completely disappointed :( I shared with a friend and I don't know whether she knows my feeling? Like totally? Hurmm if only any of you was in my shoes then... Burr. I am so sick and on the edge of a nervous breakdown. My life is not entirely terrible and of course I am not in a total depressing situation. *facepalm* maybe soon? :s

School has been good though with the companion of my good, humorous friends :)
Yeah school. Days are fully occupied with bloody tonnes of homework, school curriculum activities, tuition classes, personal stuffs and moooooooooore.. :(

"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is: Decide what you want." by Ben Stein.
Hurmmmmmmmmmmm...

So I was invited to a competition of "Indian Kolam" in school last Saturday by my friends. The theme of the competition was "1 Malaysia" so a group shall have 3 different races. That's why I was invited lolol haa. Kolam is something like floor drawing with coloured rice powder. Haha it was fun completing it with the bunch.

   
 
This was made by teachers, I think... 

I was pretty surprised that there were a lot of students participated in this competition lol.  

 Coloured rice  
o_o 

Here are the group members: 
 
He is gooooood in drawing! 
  
 
It's me ha-ha-ha :) 

 

 
Both of them are the ones I mention :p  

We weren't really satisfied with our Kolam masterpiece. It was rather too plain-looking. Hmm..  


:) 

Others' Kolam masterpieces were so pretty!  
The result of the competition has not announced yet hmm wondering who will win this :/ 

It's raining outside.. Bye! x

you have a way of coming easily to me.

HEY I GOT BACK MY IPOD TOUCH AFTER ONEFREAKINGMONTH :D  *drumroll


   God bless my her a.k.a Lisa a.k.a my iPod Touch 4. 

Hello I am so happy 'cause my blogging mood finally hits me! Heh hehh!
So basically I am reading a book at the moment - The Hunger Games. I am very sure I am going to watch this movie when it releases in the cinema hurm :)
Also, "The Vow"! It's such a poignant love story and ya'know whaaat? The magical song "Enchanted" by Taylor Swift is featured in it, how awesome is that? HEEEEEE ;)
Next, "The Lorax"! It's an adorably amazing animated movie! Taylor Swift's angelic speaking voice is featured in it! Taylor Swift portrays the character of Audrey. Zac Efron voices the character Ted!! :D

Basically these three movies I am all excited about seem to have something to do with Taylor Swift, huh? Heheh I personally like it as well so :)

yes this is it  
:) 

Been jamming out to my favourite songs. Always. Cannot stop myself from humming and my head wouldn't stop playing.  
 
 music can drag me out from vexation, at least just for a while no? 
:)  

I was late to school today and my name was nearly jotted down. The discipline teacher who was busy exhorting students outside the school asked me to call my mom come out from car as my mom was watching me to go inside school. I stared at my mom and hinted her to come out.. Duh my mom explained to her. Thank god everything was fine. So I walked in to school and I saw another two discipline teachers were talking and looking at me -_-  
I felt scared beyond words(literally) 'cause my hair was messy and my fringe is long wtf. I must thank to the wind! It blew my fringe to the back so I think my fringe would have looked being tied to the back haha. *facepalm 
Relived from the scariness for not being called name after I walked to the assembly site boohoo :s  
My class was combined with A, B and D if I have not mistaken. I did some Chemistry revision with Penedik a.k.a the funniest guy in my class! He is good! A good friend of mine! He never fails to make me laugh duh! I also helped Fang and Yen arranging the bulletin board of their Math Club.  
It was so hot. The scorching heat from the sun literally dried me up... I cannot bare with this ridiculous weather any more T_T  

Had a short talk(not at all lol) in school today. It was about what would be our future careers. We did a personality test(it's linked) and it was interesting :D  
The front and the last page were taken by the lecturer so.

My results were satisfying/kinda true as they are quite familiar to my choices of my future careers :D
Pardon my loathsome writing. I was only able to write on my palm.. I think? :o

Current track: Safe and Sound by The Civil Wars ft. Taylor Swift.
X

English drama: Gulp and Gasp (September)


 School play: Gulp and Gasp.  
This post obviously is an overdue post. 
Naaahh.

I was one of the helpers. 

She was the Lord Septic, HA-HAA-HARR.  

 
Obviously she was the Crouch. "Umm.. Umm.. Ummmm.." 
  
I have just gotta shorten this post.  

 
I love this. Aren't we adorable? :p 

 
:)  

 
Our group: First part of the novel. (It's a boring part... Zz) 

Before this school play started, I was asked to help Esther a.k.a the cutie to make up. I have never helped anyone to make up before so she was the first one. The result = suck. Sorry Esther! D:  

 
I was kind of nervous. My right was shivering -.-  

 
Best friends! :) 

 
Another pair of best friends! :)  

 
Another part(I forgot which part) This was the best, like seriously! 

 
I love this! Our English teacher! :D   
FYI, their relationship(Teacher and student) really is close. :) 

 
This was taken by me, awesome, eh? ;) 
She is my friend, a good friend. 

Toodles! 
Stay tuned!